When having an eating disorder and depending in which state, it can be that you feel a bit disconnected from the whole corona situation. You don’t want to stay inside, but you want to move. Either in the gym or the park. When having binges or boulimia, you are maybe questioning if you financially can handle another binge episode and if it’s the right choice to go to the supermarket this time. Maybe even your pessimistic side of wishing yourself dead just came a little bit too near this time……….
Having an eating disorder is already a form of lockdown if you ask me. Restricting yourself from social events and certain foods is a big punishment you give yourself, but do not deserve at all! So how do you cope with that dreadful anxiety you feel at the moment?
Keep prepping your meals/ or follow your meal plan
If you have a structured routine of prepping your meal for the days or are following a plan from a dietitian, please stick to this! Remember your goal(s). Why did you choose for recovery? And stay realistic; your body still needs food every single day…period.
Do not go into your room and sneaky workout!
I am afraid a lot you all are already do this -_-. Don’t lie to the people who love you and don’t feed into the anxiety you feel. If you want to move, I highly recommend that you move with somebody and make it a 30-45 min workout inside. Don’t go on for hours and hours!
Seek online help!
Depending in which country you are, you can chat online with fellow strugglers. In the Netherlands we have Proud2bme.nl. An online platform were they have a forum or an online chat (from 19:00-21:00) daily. You are not alone, how cliché it may sound.
Keep busy or sit down and listen.
For bingers or people who have boulimia tendencies, it can be very hard to fight the urges. You often get the advice to keep yourself distracted. In this case you can watch a movie at home, read a book, talk to someone (by phone or face-to-face). But sometimes if you want to fight the ED, you can stop and just listen to the chatter from your brain. Sometimes you just gotta sit down hear the bullsh*t your ED is telling you.
Keep setting goals for recovery
Even in lockdown, you can always keep setting goals for recovery. Try some peanut butter on bread, eat your favorite candy or try to eat with your family.
Ask help whit the pantry
If you want to binge badly, ask someone at home to put a lock on the pantry or ask the person to go with you when you are taking something from it.
I hope this helped! I never really wrote about this in the past, but I believe writing about this is vital. Even when it helps just one person <3